The Fall of Me and Creation of My Love Pact

All I had ever wanted in life was to find someone I could spend it with. I never dreamed about being a mommy. I only ever wanted a soul mate. After my 3rd marriage fell apart at 25, I decided to re-examine my behaviors and my actions. I packed up and moved my then 2 year old and myself back to my hometown.

I have since entered into a "Love Pact" with myself. I decided that if I was ever going to find true, real, undying love with someone else; I needed to have that kind of relationship with myself first. Today, as I type, I am making a commitment to myself that I will get to know myself, court myself, and fall in love with myself. I will build a relationship with myself full of love, companionship, and nurturing. 

I have spent so much time in relationships, I may have lost myself. It is time to find myself again. Find out what I enjoy, what makes me happy, and what I truly want to achieve in life.

The only person we will be guaranteed to spend our whole lives with is yourself. Why not love that person and enjoy their company- you are stuck with them. It is time for change.

The Love Pact Begins Now

This is the first blog post of what I anticipate to be many. This blog will be created with my tear stained keystrokes. I hope to connect with others who have struggled with the same realities. Please follow by e-mail and keep in touch through comments.